Difficult

It's difficult.

I can't do my work for the last week of the semester. I've been wanting to listen to a lot of bands with the word 'black' in the title, Black Flag, Black Sabbath, the Black Keys. I really wish I had 'Howl' by Black Rebel Motorcycle Club. I'm afraid for the end of semester, I've been so involved with school. I don't want to feel useless again.

I need someone? maybe. Or I need a job to do, like, I should start a comic, or keep drawing t-shirts, or prints. Ethan showed me this web comic, Bellen, I've been reading it nonstop, It's so heartbreaking and makes me want to have a life like this, I want to have the consciousness of how he writes this comic strip. But at the same time, as a person I've already come to alot of the conclusions he has in this strip. Like about depression, and being happy, and religion.

I dunno.

It's just difficult.

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Potter

I feel the wonder and grandiosity of Harry Potter is lost somewhere in the fourth book. Which is probably why I didn't like the seventh book as much as I thought I would. But with that, I feel as if a weight has been lifted from my shoulders that was placed there in 1998. So many years, so many statements "you need to read Harry Potter." The exhaustion that comes over me when I would read anything in grade school and middle school. Reading the first three and not caring to dive in further. And then now after reading them all. That weight is gone, and with it a smaller hole has been left. There is no mystery involved in the series to me any more. Nothing to look forward to. I felt so strongly for some of the characters when I had read the first three, that kind of went away. All this is to say, I miss it, and hope in time I'll forget things and read them all again. In a new light.

Five Eyed

Five Eyed (2009)

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